I was right

Whatever this is, it is most certainly not the //construct// I have, until now, been led to fear by the legacies of Robert((Sage)) and Zero((Sage)). In fact, it is something else entirely, and this worries me greatly.

Because I know nothing about it.

How do I know it isn't merely the Slender Man's digital presence? Because although I've been experiencing the sickness I've come to refer to as 'Slender Sickness' that is commonly brought on by proximity to the Slender Man (or, as Robert((Sage)) has referred multiple times to 'Agents' and 'Proxies' by now on his own blog, the Slender Man's minions) I have seen no other evidence of stalking or 'visitations' - at present.

And because Thia is not experiencing the sickness, as she normally does when I do, which leads me to believe that the source is not...

I don't know how to put it.

The source is not... physical? Well no, because it is physical, or it wouldn't affect the physical plane.

I'll work on finding a good way to phrase it, but it means that it's not due to the proximity of the source to us, it's... much more personalised. I'll have to try and figure out what this means, too.

This is all so fucking strange.

I need to look into the sickness generally, too. Perhaps I can start to counteract its symptoms - if not find a way to protect us from it, generally - once I know more about what's actually causing it, beyond 'being near that tall scary wanker'.

And this new thing.

Fuck it all. I need sleep desperately.

Good night, and may we all live on 'til morning.

~ Kev Elliot